Yeah ummm kinda embarressed to say it but I quit taking my meds for like 6 months and suddenly remembered why I needed them. Was unable to sleep for a week and a half and was acting like i was on some kind of man made stimulant. Then I successfully drove my fiane crazy by not letting her sleep. Ended up in a hospital and freaked there. Stayed for 3 days made it home and straightened myself out. So o anyone that thinks bipolar disorder is not a disability think again. I almost got myself ran over during some kind of paranoid delusion that I needed to protect my wife. Funny thing isshe wasnt there! Shes here at home with me and things are going a bit smoother. We're falling back in love like when we first got together. Seems we both got a little lost on the way and somehow some way this breakdown helped me find myself. And in turn she found herself. Breakups arent always permanant and even though we were always together I think we broke up emotionally from each other. Or at leat I did. Now I feel like we're stronger than ever. So heres a shout to bluedance the most beautiful woman in the world and the one that helped me pull through all this crap go through the rabbit hole and exit blunderland. I LOVE YOU!